Block it out. block the moment the moment of realizing what is happening the fear the fear of what’s to come then it stops
and you’re left left to feel
afraid
alone
dirty
wash it off no matter how hard you scrub it won’t come off
block it out block out the moment the moment you speak and it comes back the moment you speak and hurt those you love make it stop hurting push it away
pull it back pull it back to tell your story to fight the fight try to control they are watching listening to your every word
is it truth?
and it’s over now block it out push it back to make the day push it back to
survive
Nicole Hillman